by Jilian Whitehead, Age 14, USA
How far am I willing to go?
Commitment is essential in writing. You have to be prepared mentally for the task ahead of you. Yes, you’re scared because it seems daunting — we all are. But being “scared” doesn’t mean you can’t do it. Despite your fright, do you feel that burning desire to write no matter what the cost or however long it takes?
Why do I write?
Do you write because you like it? Or because you want to? Because you think it’d be a good experience, or because you think you should? Do you write because you want to see your name and words in print or because of money? Do you write because you can’t live without it? There can be a lot of reasons as to why people write; maybe it’s one I covered above or even something else. Whatever it is, if you’re not sure exactly why you write, think about it.
Am I ashamed of my writing?
Writing is meant to be shared and read and enjoyed. If you’re too shy and ashamed of your stories, how are you ever going to hope to publish them? Maybe you don’t want your family to read it because you’ve based one of your characters off them — and in a negative light. That’s okay. But you can’t keep hiding forever. So why not speak to them while you’re in the midst of writing your book? You could talk to them about their character, what makes them tick, and maybe they’ll even enjoy being the bad guy.
Of course, the situation could be different. Maybe you think you’re a rubbish writer. If this is the case, know that you aren’t. You might be thinking, “But when I compare myself to J. K. Rowling — !” You’re not J. K., are you? No? Okay, problem solved. You have a different and unique style all your own and even though you may think your story is rubbish, keep on trying. Don’t give up.
Do I enjoy writing?
This question is simple. If you don’t enjoy writing, then you probably shouldn’t be doing it.
What does my writing say about me as a person?
Everyone has a different writing style. Maybe you prefer dark, mysterious stories with a sarcastic protagonist and fast-moving action. Or maybe you like fluffy stories that include a cute guy, pretty girl, and a sweet romance. Whatever it may be, our writing can sometimes define us as a person. Say your story is a romance. There’s a high probability that your lead guy will be someone who has favorable qualities in your eyes. I prefer a sweet yet cocky guy, while you might like dark and quiet. Doesn’t this already tell you something about us?
Is it worth it?
I’ll leave the answer to this question up to you, and solely you.
If you’ve answered a straight yes or no to these questions, then I would advise thinking about it some more. Write out an answer, if you will. Pour all your feelings into it and see where it leads. If you have no idea what the answers to these questions should be, definitely think over them.
Over time, you’ll come to contemplate these questions many times. Why not decide the answers to them now, so that when the doubts come, you can be sure of yourself?
Jilian Whitehead is a 14 year old writer from the US. Jilian says, “I am a teen writer who hopes to be published by 18.”